Silent Bliss

Ramadan Kareem

silent — Wed, 03 Sep 2008 13:26:46 +0000

I know I haven’t posted in quite a long while. Now we’re finally back to school and Ramadan’s here :D. The first few days of Uni were quite chaotic, not to mention crowded. It felt like new people came and no one graduated from the previous year! Yes that’s how crowded it was. I attended my first IT class and felt like IT wasn’t for me. Nope. Not at all. So I dropped that class and joined a Communications class which I enjoyed.

Back to what’s important, I’m glad Ramadan is here. I have a different feeling about this one; hopefully I’ll be better than I was last year. Inshallah everyone will. Until my next post, enjoy the rest of your evenings everyone

Can’t Sleep

silent — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 23:44:22 +0000

It’s really strange that I can’t sleep, considering that I woke up at 8.30am this morning and got only about 5 hours of sleep the night before. So much is on my mind. Many questions, yet I never bother to ask. Many plans, yet I never bother to execute them. Lately, all I’ve been doing is complain, complain, and oh, COMPLAIN! Not necessarily out loud, but to myself. I need to must clear my head and sort out all my scattered thoughts. Even though I’m all alone in my room it’s like there are 10 different people talking in my head all at once, each with a different voice.

I was talking to my good friend Velma the other day and told her that I wish I can have a clone of myself. Maybe then I can finally confront myself and figure out the answer to all these questions and thoughts that are in my head.

Wouldn’t that be something?

A Change of Heart

silent — Sun, 22 Jun 2008 22:56:57 +0000

Ever since I came back from my nieces’ house I’ve felt different. I’m trying my best to avoid all the negative thoughts running through my mind, even though they can sometimes be hard to avoid since the source of these thoughts tends to look me in the face. I’ve been like this for the past year, and I think I’ve had enough of it. My birthday’s coming up, and I really want to change to the better by the time I’m 20. I want to be less synical and less of a pessimist.

On the bright side, my favourite brother just came back from Canada with his Bachelor’s degree. We’re all proud of him and happy that he’s back. He affects and inspires me much more than he thinks he does. I love having long chats with him about how different life is in Canada than here. What I love about him is that he’s different than your typical local guy. His interests don’t revolve around girls and cars. There’s much more to him, he’s a Physicist in the making :P.

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My thoughts are all over the place right now. I need to sleep. I’ve noticed that all my posts tend to be late at night. Hmmm .. I’ll try to change that. But it’s the only time where I actually feel like posting. Here’s a quick something I wrote one day during this past year:

What’s my life without you?
What is it, without a feeling so true?
You were the eyes I saw through
You were there for me when I was blue
Everything I am today is because of you
To think you’d leave one day, who knew?
The days you spent with me seem so few
But I can’t stay this way, must pull through
It’s what you’d want, it’s what I’ll do
But no matter how hard I try, it just won’t do

Noor?

silent — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 07:38:04 +0000

As I’m typing this post I’m sitting in my nieces’ room at my sister’s house. I love coming here, it’s good to be around girls your age for a change. They’re watching Noor and I just don’t understand what they like about it. It’s like the latest fad to be watching it. I’m sure there’s at least one person in each household who watches it, if not, has heard about it. Hmmm ..

Summer Blues

silent — Mon, 16 Jun 2008 20:22:53 +0000

I’m glad that summer is finally here. Sure, it’s relaxing and all, but it’s also a bit boring. I’m starting to get used to this routine: sleeping at 3 am, waking up at 3 pm give or take 30 minutes. Spending my day watching Sex & The City which my dear friend Velma lent me. Yes! I have the whole series! ;) hehe. I also spend time online, and ofcourse some time with mom. I’m trying to be positive about it though.
I’m currently reading A Million Little Pieces by James Frey, and I’m liking it so far. I try my best to push myself into reading every single day. I need to have that in my life; don’t want my brain to completely shut down.
If anyone has any suggestions as to what else I should read, feel free

Our marks were finallly out today. I was in utter shock to what a certain teacher gave me. Hell, he doesn’t even know our names! Once he claimed that I didn’t give him a piece of homework and I know that I did! I stood right there infront of him and handed him a hard copy of the damn thing. When I told him that, all he said was “well then maybe the homework monster took it.” That’s another way of saying that he lost it. Interesting huh? Oh well, I’m just glad I won’t have to be taught by him ever again in my University life. What a relief. I won’t let that bother me, I’ve still got a looong way ahead of me in Uni. to improve. Thank god for that. And hopefully in the coming semesters I’ll be taught by teachers who are actually worthy of this title.

My First Post!!

silent — Sat, 14 Jun 2008 22:47:47 +0000

Hello everyone!!

God! I’m finally typing the first post in my blog! This calls for a celebration lol. I finally figured out how to use Wordpress and my blog is up and running =D

This first post is dedicated to Sweet Arrogance, she’s the one who nagged me to keep working on this.

It’s really late now and I should be heading to bed, I’m just glad my website’s up ^_^ yaay

Bye for now, xx